I was so desperate to be a mother I told the adoption agency I’d take any child. But the first time I held my baby I felt repulsed. Now after 11 terrifying years that have left my life in ruins, this is the bleak truth
For so long, I was desperate to be a mother. So after struggling to conceive, I saw adoption as the answer to my prayers. My husband Daniel and I were advised that the more ‘flexible’ we were, the faster we would be matched with a child. And so, naively, we ticked the box saying we … Read more